What A Surprise !!!

Friday - (Papa) - Went to work...5pm..straight to Kedah. Reason - Accompanied Farihan to fetch his sis in Matrix, Changlun.

Friday - (Mama) - Went to work...after lunch had a meeting with Bendahari. After 5 pm, rushed home to fetch Deena at Vital Years. Night - monitored her complete all her homeworks.

Saturday - (Papa) - Was in Danok & Changlun...Evening...drove back to KL. Overnite at GFM. Reason-too tired due to travelling & have to be at d office on Sunday morning.

Saturday - (Mama) - Morning - Sent Deena to kampung. Rushed to Sg Kantan for a make over job. Fetch Deena n went home. At 3...rushed to UPM for a netball match. At night, cooked dinner for mama, ayah, Akie & Deena. Stayed up to clear up the laundries.

Sunday - (Papa) - Was so damn quiet till after lunch when Deena called up & asked what time he's comin back. He said evening. Fine..but at 7 pm he called & told us that he wanted to join his contractor for karaoke. Reason - Kena jaga hati kontraktor. Hati kami nie lantak lah...Back at home nearly midnite.

Sunday - (Mama) - Morning till afternoon - in UPM for netball match. On the way home, bought half-chicken to cook tomyam. Fetch Deena at mama's & went home. Took a nap. Woke up at 5 and started to cook...preparing for dinner (thought papa is comin home). At 6..drove mama to Nilai 3 to get her flowers...Deena complaining hugry & got her some Mc'ds. Went home. Was damn angry & mad at papa coz he was not responsible at all for us. And so sick with all his reasons!! Sent few sms to him..reminding him bout his responsible as a husband n father. Went to bed at 9.30 with Deena with anger that just being kept deep inside my heart. Heard Deena cried alone ..maybe coz she miss her daddy...

Monday - (Papa) - Still sleeping....when i left for work

Monday - (Mama) - Went to work as usual. Sent Deena to school. Still angry with Papa. Suddenly at 10.40 am, he appeared at my office..sending a small bouqet containing 3 roses...n say that he's sorry. Maybe a relief for him but for me...it's not enough with what i got for ths whole week. Because of so many candidates attending for interview durin that time, it was so embarassing!!! I tried to create a conversation & senyum x ikhlas (padahal dalam hati...x sbr2 nk suruh him to get lost). Coz i'm still mad at him. He appologized n appologized over and over again..but i said nothing. ENtah...just can't accept it coz its so HURT !!!...Kalau setakat bagi bunga than buat gak perangai yang sama..takder maknanya papa...

Maybe I have to remind him. Try to love us sementara we have plenty of our time for you....I'm afraid by the time you realise that you have us, it might be TOO LATE !!


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